1 00:00:03,599 --> 00:00:04,599 BERNIE SIGHS 2 00:00:11,319 --> 00:00:12,319 SOMEONE SNIFFS 3 00:00:16,919 --> 00:00:19,279 Who the hell ordered the wicker fucking coffin? 4 00:00:20,239 --> 00:00:21,480 UP TEMPO MUSIC 5 00:00:26,040 --> 00:00:29,319 Obviously, this is a very sad day for you all. 6 00:00:30,519 --> 00:00:33,480 But it is also an opportunity... 7 00:00:34,639 --> 00:00:37,160 to celebrate Tom's... KNOCK ON DOOR 8 00:00:37,800 --> 00:00:39,760 Oh, Jesus! 9 00:00:39,800 --> 00:00:41,160 Excuse me, Father. 10 00:00:42,440 --> 00:00:43,680 They own the house. 11 00:00:46,440 --> 00:00:48,120 DOOR OPENS Yes? 12 00:00:48,160 --> 00:00:50,120 We thought you might need some supplies. 13 00:00:50,160 --> 00:00:53,639 There's biscuits, tea, tissues.... 14 00:00:53,680 --> 00:00:55,760 Thanks, we're already doing a shop. 15 00:00:55,800 --> 00:00:58,800 We are so sorry for your loss. 16 00:00:58,839 --> 00:01:01,160 And we're sorry that we can't give you the house 17 00:01:01,199 --> 00:01:03,120 for the night. The builders are coming tomorrow 18 00:01:03,160 --> 00:01:04,839 for the renovation. They're removing him at five, 19 00:01:04,879 --> 00:01:06,199 so we've plenty of time. 20 00:01:06,239 --> 00:01:07,879 Do you mind if I just pop in... Bye. 21 00:01:07,919 --> 00:01:08,919 DOOR SLAMS 22 00:01:12,720 --> 00:01:14,160 Sorry Father, would you like anything? 23 00:01:14,199 --> 00:01:16,279 Tea, coffee, something stronger? 24 00:01:16,319 --> 00:01:17,959 I'm fine. 25 00:01:18,000 --> 00:01:20,400 I would just like to get to know Tom... 26 00:01:24,000 --> 00:01:25,000 BIRDS TWITTERING 27 00:01:27,360 --> 00:01:29,839 ..for the sermon. Yes. 28 00:01:29,879 --> 00:01:31,599 He was a family man, clearly. 29 00:01:31,639 --> 00:01:32,879 Absolutely. 30 00:01:33,760 --> 00:01:35,360 Though we got divorced last year. 31 00:01:35,400 --> 00:01:36,720 Oh, I hadn't realised. 32 00:01:36,760 --> 00:01:39,000 But is anyone ever really divorced? 33 00:01:40,440 --> 00:01:41,639 Well... We had a long 34 00:01:41,680 --> 00:01:43,599 and happy marriage. 35 00:01:43,639 --> 00:01:45,120 And an open one. 36 00:01:45,160 --> 00:01:46,839 'Cause obviously there was Mina. 37 00:01:46,879 --> 00:01:48,760 Who's Mina? No one. 38 00:01:48,800 --> 00:01:50,519 She's not important. 39 00:01:50,559 --> 00:01:52,239 Ah. 40 00:01:52,279 --> 00:01:54,400 Siobh�n, you're the eldest, yes? 41 00:01:54,440 --> 00:01:55,839 Yes. 42 00:01:55,879 --> 00:01:58,360 Well, no, there was Carl before me, but he... 43 00:01:59,680 --> 00:02:01,879 died. Oh, God, I am so sorry. 44 00:02:01,919 --> 00:02:03,639 And actually, there was Daryl before Carl. 45 00:02:03,680 --> 00:02:05,480 Mum's firstborn, but not with Dad. 46 00:02:05,519 --> 00:02:07,199 Oh. We had a situation 47 00:02:07,239 --> 00:02:09,199 with an impostor. Let's not get into that now. 48 00:02:09,239 --> 00:02:12,360 If I hadn't been such a gullible fool, 49 00:02:12,400 --> 00:02:14,559 Tom might still be alive now. 50 00:02:17,480 --> 00:02:18,480 Right. 51 00:02:20,319 --> 00:02:23,519 Well, we might just say you are the eldest, just for now. 52 00:02:23,559 --> 00:02:25,360 And the eldest children, 53 00:02:25,400 --> 00:02:27,559 they're often the more responsible ones. 54 00:02:27,599 --> 00:02:29,400 God, no. I'm a total fuck up. 55 00:02:29,440 --> 00:02:32,000 Oh. This is all my fault. 56 00:02:32,040 --> 00:02:33,040 Ask anyone. 57 00:02:34,080 --> 00:02:35,800 She's the responsible one. 58 00:02:35,839 --> 00:02:38,000 Uh, Caroline. Yes, of course. 59 00:02:38,040 --> 00:02:39,279 You made Tom a grandfather, 60 00:02:39,319 --> 00:02:42,199 that must have brought him... great happiness. 61 00:02:42,239 --> 00:02:44,800 Maybe, uh, I.. .I don't know. 62 00:02:46,959 --> 00:02:49,680 Uh, your... your fianc� is Rory? Yes. 63 00:02:49,720 --> 00:02:52,239 The baby's father. No, the baby's father's Shane. 64 00:02:52,279 --> 00:02:53,879 But the baby's name is Peter? 65 00:02:53,919 --> 00:02:56,919 Eh, not any more. What is it now? 66 00:02:56,959 --> 00:02:58,599 Pass. 67 00:02:58,639 --> 00:03:01,279 Uh, you young man, you must be Anthony. 68 00:03:01,319 --> 00:03:03,040 What do you do with yourself? 69 00:03:03,080 --> 00:03:04,720 I got fired three days ago, and put dog shit 70 00:03:04,760 --> 00:03:05,879 in my boss's handbag. 71 00:03:05,919 --> 00:03:06,919 Oh. 72 00:03:08,680 --> 00:03:11,000 You know, I... I think I will take something stronger. 73 00:03:11,040 --> 00:03:12,440 Just for the day that's in it. 74 00:03:12,480 --> 00:03:13,760 DOOR BELL RINGS 75 00:03:14,760 --> 00:03:16,720 Okay. It's starting. 76 00:03:16,760 --> 00:03:18,120 DRAMATIC MUSIC 77 00:03:18,160 --> 00:03:19,279 Now? But we haven't... 78 00:03:19,319 --> 00:03:20,639 Come on, come on, up, up, up. 79 00:03:20,680 --> 00:03:22,120 People will be coming. 80 00:03:23,760 --> 00:03:26,080 Did you get the crisps? Uh, I got everything. 81 00:03:26,120 --> 00:03:29,040 Uh, bread, booze, water biscuits. 82 00:03:29,080 --> 00:03:30,279 Great. DOOR SLAMS 83 00:03:30,319 --> 00:03:31,919 Where's the baby? Napping in my room. 84 00:03:31,959 --> 00:03:33,279 Uh, old room. 85 00:03:33,319 --> 00:03:35,000 Monitor's there. Right. 86 00:03:37,000 --> 00:03:39,519 Hey. Hey! Hey. 87 00:03:39,559 --> 00:03:40,959 Do you want to see him, love? 88 00:03:44,000 --> 00:03:45,000 Oh... 89 00:03:46,199 --> 00:03:47,440 Uh... uh, well... 90 00:03:47,480 --> 00:03:49,559 There's no rush. He's gonna be dead all day. 91 00:03:49,599 --> 00:03:51,919 Let's just get these to the kitchen. Yeah? 92 00:03:51,959 --> 00:03:54,400 Okay, I've done a roster. A roster? 93 00:03:54,440 --> 00:03:56,440 I'm on drinks, Shiv's on sandwiches, 94 00:03:56,480 --> 00:03:57,919 Ant's gonna do greetings. 95 00:03:57,959 --> 00:03:59,000 I can't do this. 96 00:03:59,040 --> 00:04:00,599 But just open the door and smile. 97 00:04:00,639 --> 00:04:02,559 DOOR OPENS I don't want to do this. 98 00:04:02,599 --> 00:04:04,599 Ant. DOOR SLAMS 99 00:04:04,639 --> 00:04:06,839 Ah, fuck's sake. Maybe we sh... 100 00:04:06,879 --> 00:04:09,319 Oh, don't you dare flake out on me today, Shiv. Okay? 101 00:04:09,360 --> 00:04:12,199 I need the manpower. Right, I'm reassigning roles. 102 00:04:12,239 --> 00:04:13,519 I'll do sandwiches. 103 00:04:13,559 --> 00:04:14,839 Shiv do drinks. 104 00:04:14,879 --> 00:04:16,319 Mum can do greetings. 105 00:04:16,360 --> 00:04:18,760 Greetings? Drinks? I really... 106 00:04:18,800 --> 00:04:20,120 Stop arguing and just get it done. 107 00:04:20,160 --> 00:04:21,879 We only have a few hours. 108 00:04:21,919 --> 00:04:23,559 I'll be in the kitchen making sandwiches. 109 00:04:23,599 --> 00:04:24,639 FOOTSTEPS RECEDING 110 00:04:29,519 --> 00:04:31,199 Mum... I'm, I'm so... 111 00:04:31,239 --> 00:04:32,360 DOOR BELL RINGS That's me. 112 00:04:34,599 --> 00:04:36,239 SIGHS Here we go. 113 00:04:36,279 --> 00:04:38,400 DOOR OPENS Oh! 114 00:04:38,440 --> 00:04:39,959 I'm so, so sorry. 115 00:04:41,000 --> 00:04:42,000 SOMBRE MUSIC BERNIE: Thank you. 116 00:04:42,040 --> 00:04:43,040 GUEST: How are you doing? 117 00:04:43,080 --> 00:04:44,400 QUIET BACKGROUND CHATTER 118 00:04:55,760 --> 00:04:56,760 BOTTLES CLINKING 119 00:05:15,480 --> 00:05:16,480 GASPS 120 00:05:21,760 --> 00:05:24,480 BOTTLES CLINKING, CLANKING 121 00:05:30,800 --> 00:05:32,040 BACKGROUND CHATTER 122 00:05:35,680 --> 00:05:36,680 CORK POPS 123 00:05:37,160 --> 00:05:38,279 GLUGGING 124 00:05:43,000 --> 00:05:44,760 Your sister sent me up with more drink. 125 00:05:44,800 --> 00:05:45,839 Great. 126 00:05:47,000 --> 00:05:48,000 Drink? 127 00:05:49,000 --> 00:05:50,760 You knew I was a whiskey man. 128 00:05:51,959 --> 00:05:53,000 DOOR BELL RINGS 129 00:05:59,319 --> 00:06:00,760 Are they gonna be out there all day? 130 00:06:00,800 --> 00:06:02,080 It's up to them. 131 00:06:02,120 --> 00:06:04,400 They could, like, go to the cinema or something. 132 00:06:06,800 --> 00:06:10,239 We're alright, aren't we? Yeah. Of course. 133 00:06:11,720 --> 00:06:15,319 Oh, em... a letter came for you. 134 00:06:17,279 --> 00:06:19,599 I wasn't sure if it was... Oh, thanks. 135 00:06:19,639 --> 00:06:20,639 ...important. 136 00:06:21,519 --> 00:06:22,800 It's just desperate. 137 00:06:22,839 --> 00:06:26,599 To lose your ex-husband and son in the same day. 138 00:06:26,639 --> 00:06:28,199 Beggars belief. 139 00:06:28,239 --> 00:06:31,000 I wouldn't describe Tom as my ex-husband. 140 00:06:32,279 --> 00:06:36,120 Well, I had my doubts about Daryl from the start. 141 00:06:36,160 --> 00:06:39,000 Could smell a bad egg the moment I laid eyes on him. 142 00:06:40,519 --> 00:06:42,879 Shame other people weren't quite so perceptive. 143 00:06:45,080 --> 00:06:47,199 Can I get anyone a drink? 144 00:06:47,239 --> 00:06:50,199 I'm not drinking. Far too upset. 145 00:06:50,239 --> 00:06:51,599 I'll just have a sherry. 146 00:06:51,639 --> 00:06:52,760 PAPER RUSTLING 147 00:06:56,480 --> 00:06:57,760 DOOR OPENS 148 00:07:00,879 --> 00:07:02,199 Hey, listen, 149 00:07:03,360 --> 00:07:05,360 I know there's a lot going on with Tom 150 00:07:05,400 --> 00:07:07,480 being dead and everything, 151 00:07:07,519 --> 00:07:09,120 and this might not be a good... 152 00:07:10,559 --> 00:07:12,760 I just wanted to say it in case I forget, 153 00:07:12,800 --> 00:07:15,839 that I think you're right... 154 00:07:15,879 --> 00:07:17,919 about moving out of Mum's 155 00:07:17,959 --> 00:07:20,160 and renting somewhere of our own. 156 00:07:20,199 --> 00:07:22,519 And I'm open to it now... 157 00:07:22,559 --> 00:07:23,760 DRAMATIC MUSIC 158 00:07:25,199 --> 00:07:26,480 ...if you still are. 159 00:07:28,639 --> 00:07:29,639 Are you? 160 00:07:30,519 --> 00:07:32,080 SHIV: Would you like a top up? 161 00:07:33,000 --> 00:07:34,639 WINE POURING 162 00:07:34,680 --> 00:07:36,919 BERNIE: Jack... you're here. DOOR CLOSES 163 00:07:38,480 --> 00:07:40,120 Well, I wanted to support... 164 00:07:41,519 --> 00:07:43,440 you. You're so good. 165 00:07:43,480 --> 00:07:44,959 When you watch a man die in front of you, 166 00:07:45,000 --> 00:07:46,400 it changes you, Bernie. 167 00:07:46,440 --> 00:07:48,040 I don't think I'll ever be the same again. 168 00:07:48,080 --> 00:07:49,760 I don't think my work will be the same again. 169 00:07:49,800 --> 00:07:51,480 You poor love. 170 00:07:51,519 --> 00:07:53,480 If there's anything I can do. 171 00:07:53,519 --> 00:07:56,400 Actually, you couldn't hand these out, could you? 172 00:07:56,440 --> 00:07:59,000 Yeah, sure. Uh... CLEARS THROAT 173 00:08:00,000 --> 00:08:02,080 where should I...? There's people in here. 174 00:08:08,199 --> 00:08:09,599 Sorry for your loss. 175 00:08:11,279 --> 00:08:12,360 Thanks. 176 00:08:12,400 --> 00:08:13,400 SOMBRE MUSIC 177 00:08:13,440 --> 00:08:15,480 JACK: Sandwich? WOMAN: Please. 178 00:08:15,519 --> 00:08:17,239 He's a famous artist. 179 00:08:29,879 --> 00:08:34,839 ? In the night we sang to storms ? 180 00:08:37,639 --> 00:08:43,000 ? Before the peace that breaks at dawn ? 181 00:08:45,680 --> 00:08:50,599 ? How did we doubt the evening sun? ? 182 00:08:53,599 --> 00:08:57,120 ? We didn't know we were ready ? 183 00:08:59,440 --> 00:09:00,440 SOBS 184 00:09:02,160 --> 00:09:06,279 ? With the answers at our feet ? 185 00:09:07,440 --> 00:09:09,639 WRENCHING SOBS 186 00:09:09,680 --> 00:09:14,760 ? Will we break the grounds beneath? ? 187 00:09:17,680 --> 00:09:22,839 ? What if the dreams were ours to keep? ? 188 00:09:25,639 --> 00:09:29,160 ? What if the silence said it? ? 189 00:09:40,040 --> 00:09:41,879 EXHALES HEAVILY KNOCKS ON DOOR 190 00:09:45,319 --> 00:09:46,599 CLATTERING 191 00:09:48,639 --> 00:09:52,519 Is Tom here today? No. 192 00:09:52,559 --> 00:09:54,040 Are you open? 193 00:09:56,120 --> 00:09:58,319 Sorry. Shite. 194 00:09:58,360 --> 00:09:59,519 Dying for a coffee. 195 00:10:00,720 --> 00:10:02,000 It's the best in Dublin. 196 00:10:02,040 --> 00:10:03,480 SEAGULLS CRYING 197 00:10:05,559 --> 00:10:06,879 I could make you a coffee. 198 00:10:07,959 --> 00:10:09,400 What'd you fancy? 199 00:10:09,440 --> 00:10:13,760 Latte? Cappuccino? Cortado? Cortado? 200 00:10:13,800 --> 00:10:15,760 Yeah. Cool. 201 00:10:16,919 --> 00:10:18,480 COFFEE GRINDER WHIRRING 202 00:10:18,519 --> 00:10:20,480 It's okay, it's on Tom. 203 00:10:26,080 --> 00:10:27,360 SOMBRE MUSIC CONTINUES 204 00:10:32,279 --> 00:10:34,480 DOOR OPENS Jesus. 205 00:10:34,519 --> 00:10:35,839 Shiv. What? 206 00:10:35,879 --> 00:10:37,000 We need to talk. 207 00:10:38,440 --> 00:10:39,519 Okay, look, Caroline, 208 00:10:39,559 --> 00:10:41,599 I really don't want to be a flake today, 209 00:10:41,639 --> 00:10:45,160 but... I don't know how much longer I can be here. 210 00:10:45,199 --> 00:10:47,000 The DNA test results came back. 211 00:10:48,400 --> 00:10:49,440 He's our brother. 212 00:10:51,199 --> 00:10:52,839 Oh, God. What have we done? 213 00:10:52,879 --> 00:10:54,120 RORY: Hey. What? 214 00:10:54,160 --> 00:10:55,239 Hey, sorry. 215 00:10:55,279 --> 00:10:57,040 Em, the new owners are wondering 216 00:10:57,080 --> 00:10:58,720 if they could use the toilet. The one in the shed. 217 00:10:58,760 --> 00:10:59,839 No. 218 00:11:03,480 --> 00:11:05,120 But they need to. I said no. 219 00:11:05,160 --> 00:11:06,400 Okay. 220 00:11:06,440 --> 00:11:08,120 Caroline, we have to tell her. 221 00:11:08,160 --> 00:11:09,360 We're not telling her today. 222 00:11:09,400 --> 00:11:11,400 He's her son. That she basically disowned. 223 00:11:11,440 --> 00:11:12,760 This will kill her. 224 00:11:12,800 --> 00:11:14,040 And I'm not organising two funerals 225 00:11:14,080 --> 00:11:15,120 by myself this week. 226 00:11:15,160 --> 00:11:17,160 I organised the coffin. Exactly. 227 00:11:17,199 --> 00:11:19,879 Caroline, if we don't tell her now, it's just more lies. 228 00:11:19,919 --> 00:11:21,559 So? So, that is the problem 229 00:11:21,599 --> 00:11:22,839 with this fucking family. 230 00:11:22,879 --> 00:11:24,239 You know when dad was in hospital he... 231 00:11:24,279 --> 00:11:25,760 Do not bring dad up now. 232 00:11:25,800 --> 00:11:27,120 It is not the time. 233 00:11:27,160 --> 00:11:28,400 I just want to be honest. 234 00:11:28,440 --> 00:11:29,879 I think that ship has sailed. 235 00:11:31,879 --> 00:11:33,519 CHEEKY MUSIC Shiv... 236 00:11:33,559 --> 00:11:34,760 Mum? 237 00:11:34,800 --> 00:11:35,800 Shiv! 238 00:11:36,319 --> 00:11:37,879 Stop it! Mum? 239 00:11:37,919 --> 00:11:40,279 Well, I suppose there is some consolation 240 00:11:40,319 --> 00:11:42,199 to the fact that Daryl or David, 241 00:11:42,239 --> 00:11:45,199 or whatever he was called, was a liar. 242 00:11:45,239 --> 00:11:47,839 I mean, I've lost my house, 243 00:11:47,879 --> 00:11:49,160 my husband, 244 00:11:49,199 --> 00:11:51,160 but if he was never my son, 245 00:11:51,199 --> 00:11:55,000 well, that's one thing I haven't lost, I suppose, isn't it? 246 00:11:56,639 --> 00:11:58,040 What? 247 00:11:59,319 --> 00:12:00,760 Is everyone okay for drinks? 248 00:12:04,519 --> 00:12:05,760 PEOPLE CHATTERING QUIETLY 249 00:12:08,760 --> 00:12:09,760 GASPS 250 00:12:13,239 --> 00:12:15,319 GROANS 251 00:12:17,319 --> 00:12:19,199 Mm, he looks sensational. 252 00:12:20,360 --> 00:12:21,919 I still would. 253 00:12:21,959 --> 00:12:24,879 I'm sorry? And you are? 254 00:12:24,919 --> 00:12:28,800 Oh, �ine Harrington. Tom and I were lovers. 255 00:12:29,720 --> 00:12:30,839 It's such a loss. 256 00:12:31,879 --> 00:12:33,800 He was such a sensual man. 257 00:12:36,599 --> 00:12:39,160 SIGHS Sandwich? 258 00:12:42,080 --> 00:12:43,319 I don't mind if I do. 259 00:12:53,519 --> 00:12:54,720 DISCONNECTED LINE TONE 260 00:12:54,760 --> 00:12:57,519 DIGITAL VOICE: We cannot connect your call. 261 00:12:57,559 --> 00:12:59,400 PHONE BUZZES 262 00:13:01,639 --> 00:13:03,279 EMOTIONAL MUSIC 263 00:13:10,160 --> 00:13:12,480 TOM: Hi, love. Eh, sorry about earlier. 264 00:13:12,519 --> 00:13:13,800 Eh, strange old day. 265 00:13:14,879 --> 00:13:17,360 Eh, just calling to make sure you're okay. 266 00:13:18,800 --> 00:13:19,879 I know, uh... 267 00:13:21,000 --> 00:13:23,879 sometimes life can be overwhelming, you know, 268 00:13:23,919 --> 00:13:26,480 being a parent's certainly overwhelming at times. 269 00:13:26,519 --> 00:13:27,639 But you can do this. 270 00:13:27,680 --> 00:13:28,879 You're a strong person, 271 00:13:28,919 --> 00:13:30,639 and you're gonna be an amazing mother. 272 00:13:30,680 --> 00:13:33,800 And that little baby's lucky to have you. 273 00:13:33,839 --> 00:13:35,680 Remember that. 274 00:13:35,720 --> 00:13:38,360 And yous are both welcome here any time. 275 00:13:38,400 --> 00:13:39,839 So, remember that too. 276 00:13:41,080 --> 00:13:43,000 Eh, call me back. 277 00:13:49,000 --> 00:13:50,040 SOBBING 278 00:13:51,919 --> 00:13:53,519 EMOTIONAL MUSIC CONTINUES 279 00:13:53,559 --> 00:13:54,800 BACKGROUND CHATTER 280 00:14:10,440 --> 00:14:12,279 Heya. Hey. 281 00:14:13,440 --> 00:14:14,800 You're here. 282 00:14:14,839 --> 00:14:16,199 How's it going? 283 00:14:17,959 --> 00:14:19,000 Well... 284 00:14:20,239 --> 00:14:23,519 the one loving person in my life is dead. 285 00:14:23,559 --> 00:14:24,559 But other than that... 286 00:14:24,599 --> 00:14:26,919 Yeah. Pisser. 287 00:14:28,239 --> 00:14:31,199 Listen, love, I know you're in shock and everything, but... 288 00:14:31,239 --> 00:14:33,440 you've been acting a bit off lately. 289 00:14:34,480 --> 00:14:36,599 There's nothing going on is there? 290 00:14:36,639 --> 00:14:39,559 Other than, you know, the obvious, 291 00:14:39,599 --> 00:14:41,040 that I should know about? 292 00:14:43,120 --> 00:14:44,319 No, not really. 293 00:14:48,239 --> 00:14:51,160 Although, eh, there is... there is one... 294 00:14:52,400 --> 00:14:54,519 thing I... I probably should have told you. 295 00:14:55,680 --> 00:14:57,120 SIGHS, CLEARS THROAT Okay. 296 00:14:57,639 --> 00:14:59,319 I went clubbing... 297 00:15:00,639 --> 00:15:02,519 with Daryl last week and... 298 00:15:05,199 --> 00:15:06,720 I thought about taking a pill. 299 00:15:07,720 --> 00:15:10,120 I just thought maybe it wouldn't have been a big... 300 00:15:10,160 --> 00:15:11,919 'cause, like, it's not. 301 00:15:11,959 --> 00:15:13,800 It's just a social, you know, 302 00:15:13,839 --> 00:15:15,559 it's not like I'm gonna get addicted to pills. 303 00:15:15,599 --> 00:15:18,519 Yeah. But it's a slippery slope. 304 00:15:18,559 --> 00:15:20,440 One day it's a pill and next it's a vodka. 305 00:15:20,480 --> 00:15:23,440 Next you're doing the striptease on a mini bus to Arklow. 306 00:15:23,480 --> 00:15:25,239 And anyway, once you're off your tits on that, 307 00:15:25,279 --> 00:15:27,199 then you're not sober, are you, so? 308 00:15:27,239 --> 00:15:29,639 No. Lucky I didn't then. 309 00:15:30,760 --> 00:15:32,120 UP TEMPO MUSIC 310 00:15:32,160 --> 00:15:33,239 BIRDS CHIRPING 311 00:15:37,199 --> 00:15:38,199 Mina. 312 00:15:39,080 --> 00:15:40,279 Do you want to come in? 313 00:15:40,319 --> 00:15:42,279 I don't think I'm welcome. 314 00:15:42,319 --> 00:15:43,639 Of course you're welcome. 315 00:15:43,680 --> 00:15:46,199 QUIET CHATTER DOOR CLOSES 316 00:15:49,040 --> 00:15:50,599 What's she doing here? 317 00:15:53,839 --> 00:15:55,519 I don't want that woman in my house. 318 00:15:55,559 --> 00:15:57,000 Well, firstly, it's not your house. 319 00:15:57,040 --> 00:15:59,919 Don't get smart. She's dad's fianc�e, Mum. 320 00:15:59,959 --> 00:16:01,279 She's not his fianc�e. 321 00:16:01,319 --> 00:16:02,760 She threw his ring back in his face. 322 00:16:02,800 --> 00:16:05,080 He was waiting for your blessing. 323 00:16:06,519 --> 00:16:07,959 Mum... 324 00:16:08,000 --> 00:16:09,239 she's lost him too. 325 00:16:13,199 --> 00:16:14,959 WHISPERS: What would Dad have wanted? 326 00:16:20,480 --> 00:16:21,680 CLEARS THROAT 327 00:16:21,720 --> 00:16:23,199 Sorry, everyone. 328 00:16:23,239 --> 00:16:25,839 Can I ask you to clear the room for a minute? 329 00:16:25,879 --> 00:16:27,879 I'd like a moment with Tom. 330 00:16:27,919 --> 00:16:29,120 QUIET CHATTER 331 00:16:42,040 --> 00:16:43,160 Not you. 332 00:17:02,160 --> 00:17:03,360 MINA SOBS QUIETLY 333 00:17:08,000 --> 00:17:09,239 SOFT MUSIC 334 00:17:21,160 --> 00:17:23,120 You would've made him very happy. 335 00:17:26,519 --> 00:17:28,000 I'll give you a moment alone. 336 00:17:36,919 --> 00:17:38,000 DOOR CLOSES 337 00:17:54,000 --> 00:17:55,000 SOFT MUSIC CONTINUES 338 00:18:04,519 --> 00:18:05,519 Hey. 339 00:18:06,800 --> 00:18:07,800 Hey. 340 00:18:10,879 --> 00:18:12,160 Uh, these are for you. 341 00:18:13,400 --> 00:18:14,400 Thanks. 342 00:18:14,440 --> 00:18:15,680 I'm sorry for your loss. 343 00:18:19,080 --> 00:18:20,440 And... 344 00:18:20,480 --> 00:18:23,760 I'm sorry for being a massive fucking dickhead too. 345 00:18:27,160 --> 00:18:28,839 UP TEMPO MUSIC 346 00:18:28,879 --> 00:18:30,040 WINE POURING 347 00:18:35,559 --> 00:18:36,760 MAN CLEARS HIS THROAT 348 00:18:42,800 --> 00:18:43,839 BOTTLES CLINKING 349 00:19:02,639 --> 00:19:03,760 TREES RUSTLING 350 00:19:09,680 --> 00:19:10,760 CORK POPS 351 00:19:14,839 --> 00:19:16,239 JACK: You sure you wanna do that? 352 00:19:21,720 --> 00:19:22,800 Listen, I get it. 353 00:19:24,080 --> 00:19:25,559 You have to be a complete psychopath 354 00:19:25,599 --> 00:19:27,400 not to want to drink right now. 355 00:19:43,239 --> 00:19:44,360 SIGHS 356 00:19:45,599 --> 00:19:47,720 We've done too many funerals in this house. 357 00:19:56,959 --> 00:19:58,279 Do you remember Carl's? 358 00:19:59,279 --> 00:20:02,199 We did a load of drugs and had sex in the bathroom. 359 00:20:02,239 --> 00:20:03,480 Don't remember that. 360 00:20:08,120 --> 00:20:09,400 Wanna do it again? 361 00:20:13,760 --> 00:20:15,000 Sorry. Bad joke. 362 00:20:18,080 --> 00:20:21,000 He had a near death experience, you know. 363 00:20:21,040 --> 00:20:23,519 Dad, before he actually... 364 00:20:23,559 --> 00:20:24,680 died... he... 365 00:20:26,000 --> 00:20:27,559 he saw the light. 366 00:20:27,599 --> 00:20:28,680 Right. 367 00:20:29,680 --> 00:20:31,040 And heard a voice. 368 00:20:32,319 --> 00:20:33,319 My voice. 369 00:20:35,239 --> 00:20:36,599 Telling him to be honest. 370 00:20:39,599 --> 00:20:42,680 He said it was the thing he admired most about me. 371 00:20:45,519 --> 00:20:47,599 My honesty. 372 00:20:47,639 --> 00:20:50,440 And do you know what the really fucked up thing is? 373 00:20:50,480 --> 00:20:52,120 Ever since he said that, 374 00:20:53,400 --> 00:20:55,519 I've done nothing but lie to everyone. 375 00:20:57,800 --> 00:20:59,440 Didn't even know I was doing it. 376 00:21:02,480 --> 00:21:05,239 That's how truly fucked I really am. 377 00:21:05,279 --> 00:21:06,559 Mm. 378 00:21:09,199 --> 00:21:11,360 Honesty can be a bit overrated. 379 00:21:13,519 --> 00:21:16,120 I've been honest with a couple of women in my time. 380 00:21:17,239 --> 00:21:18,639 It did not pay off. 381 00:21:23,279 --> 00:21:24,360 You really hurt me. 382 00:21:26,559 --> 00:21:27,559 I know. 383 00:21:30,919 --> 00:21:32,879 'Cause you really fucking hurt me too. 384 00:21:32,919 --> 00:21:34,040 Yeah. 385 00:21:34,080 --> 00:21:35,879 But this time I really thought 386 00:21:35,919 --> 00:21:37,120 we had a shot. 387 00:21:38,239 --> 00:21:41,160 That night we spent together was so connected. 388 00:21:41,199 --> 00:21:42,599 I was on pills, Jack. 389 00:21:42,639 --> 00:21:45,040 Okay, well, there's no need to knock my experience. 390 00:21:45,080 --> 00:21:47,639 You only ever want me when you can't have me. 391 00:21:47,680 --> 00:21:49,760 Like, if you're with someone else 392 00:21:49,800 --> 00:21:52,199 or I'm with someone else, or... 393 00:21:52,239 --> 00:21:53,879 I'm on pills. 394 00:21:53,919 --> 00:21:54,959 That's not true. 395 00:21:56,440 --> 00:21:58,120 There's a thing called love, Shiv. 396 00:22:00,080 --> 00:22:01,080 Yeah. 397 00:22:03,480 --> 00:22:05,040 I just don't think this is it. 398 00:22:10,559 --> 00:22:13,160 We almost work. SCOFFS 399 00:22:13,199 --> 00:22:14,599 So does the drink. 400 00:22:18,360 --> 00:22:19,919 That's why I keep going back. 401 00:22:27,800 --> 00:22:29,040 UP TEMPO MUSIC 402 00:22:33,879 --> 00:22:36,360 So, are we going to your studio or what? 403 00:22:42,360 --> 00:22:43,519 She's a collector. 404 00:22:44,360 --> 00:22:45,559 Right. 405 00:22:45,599 --> 00:22:46,599 CAR DOORS OPEN 406 00:22:48,239 --> 00:22:49,239 You know... 407 00:22:50,360 --> 00:22:52,279 your dad saw you for who you are. 408 00:22:54,360 --> 00:22:55,680 Not everybody gets that. 409 00:22:56,800 --> 00:22:58,599 See you around. 410 00:22:58,639 --> 00:22:59,839 See ya. 411 00:22:59,879 --> 00:23:00,959 CAR DOOR CLOSES 412 00:23:01,000 --> 00:23:02,000 CAR ENGINE STARTS 413 00:23:27,680 --> 00:23:28,720 GLASS CLINKS, SHATTERS 414 00:23:28,760 --> 00:23:29,879 WOMAN SINGING 415 00:23:31,120 --> 00:23:33,639 Where've you been? I'm telling Mum about Daryl. 416 00:23:33,680 --> 00:23:34,680 What? What? 417 00:23:34,720 --> 00:23:35,800 What about Daryl? 418 00:23:37,239 --> 00:23:39,199 Shiv! SINGING CONTINUES 419 00:23:39,239 --> 00:23:40,680 Mum... 420 00:23:40,720 --> 00:23:44,239 there's something I need to... sorry, Rita. 421 00:23:44,279 --> 00:23:45,599 Shiv, please don't do this. 422 00:23:45,639 --> 00:23:46,879 We're almost at the end of the day. 423 00:23:46,919 --> 00:23:48,559 What's going on? Mum, there's something 424 00:23:48,599 --> 00:23:50,680 I need to tell you. And it's not easy and it's, 425 00:23:50,720 --> 00:23:52,480 it's not the right time, 426 00:23:52,519 --> 00:23:54,760 but I have to say it because I have to be honest. 427 00:23:54,800 --> 00:23:57,160 Because this family have told so many lies, 428 00:23:57,199 --> 00:23:58,959 and I don't want to be a part of that any more. 429 00:23:59,000 --> 00:24:00,360 So, I'm just gonna come out and say it. 430 00:24:00,400 --> 00:24:03,639 I'm just gonna say it whatever the consequences, okay? 431 00:24:03,680 --> 00:24:05,279 BREATHING HEAVILY 432 00:24:07,279 --> 00:24:08,879 You were a terrible mother. 433 00:24:09,800 --> 00:24:11,639 Shiv! Oh, dear God. 434 00:24:11,680 --> 00:24:13,000 And it's not because you didn't feed me, 435 00:24:13,040 --> 00:24:14,879 and it's not because you didn't clothe me, 436 00:24:14,919 --> 00:24:16,559 and it's not because you didn't love me, 437 00:24:16,599 --> 00:24:18,120 because I know you love me. 438 00:24:19,080 --> 00:24:21,519 But I have never felt that you liked me. 439 00:24:23,959 --> 00:24:26,480 And I know... you think I killed Dad. 440 00:24:26,519 --> 00:24:28,120 What? And I'm not saying that you... 441 00:24:28,160 --> 00:24:29,839 I don't think you killed Tom. 442 00:24:31,599 --> 00:24:33,639 I think I probably killed him. 443 00:24:33,680 --> 00:24:35,680 Actually, I've... been wondering if maybe 444 00:24:35,720 --> 00:24:37,559 we all... kind of killed him. 445 00:24:37,599 --> 00:24:40,440 Oh, Jesus Christ. Ventricular fibrillation killed him, okay? 446 00:24:40,480 --> 00:24:41,559 It's a medical condition. 447 00:24:41,599 --> 00:24:43,199 There's nothing any of us could have done. 448 00:24:43,239 --> 00:24:45,879 Okay. Well, even if you think I, I didn't actually kill him, 449 00:24:45,919 --> 00:24:47,919 I... I know you think I... 450 00:24:47,959 --> 00:24:51,199 made his life more difficult, all our lives, don't you? 451 00:24:51,239 --> 00:24:53,160 Oh, for God's sake, Shiv. 452 00:24:53,199 --> 00:24:55,360 You really pick your moments. 453 00:24:55,400 --> 00:24:57,319 I've tried so hard to make it up to you, 454 00:24:57,360 --> 00:24:59,000 and it's never good enough. 455 00:24:59,040 --> 00:25:01,559 I'm so tired of trying and... and trying 456 00:25:01,599 --> 00:25:03,760 and never being able to take my eyes off myself, 457 00:25:03,800 --> 00:25:07,519 or trust myself, or just let go. 458 00:25:07,559 --> 00:25:09,080 'Cause if I do, God knows 459 00:25:09,120 --> 00:25:10,599 how I'm gonna fuck things up. 460 00:25:10,639 --> 00:25:12,279 And I know you're standing there 461 00:25:12,319 --> 00:25:13,839 looking at me and you think the same, 462 00:25:13,879 --> 00:25:16,120 and it makes me so fucking angry, Bernie, 463 00:25:16,160 --> 00:25:17,599 Bernie, the way you judge me. The way... 464 00:25:17,639 --> 00:25:20,160 What do you want from me here, Shiv? 465 00:25:22,319 --> 00:25:24,239 To say that you're right? 466 00:25:24,279 --> 00:25:27,000 That you did make our lives more difficult? 467 00:25:27,040 --> 00:25:29,400 That I do find it hard to like you? 468 00:25:29,440 --> 00:25:32,720 That every time I look at you, I see myself, 469 00:25:32,760 --> 00:25:35,839 and the 18-year-old girl who got herself pregnant and... 470 00:25:35,879 --> 00:25:37,480 fucked up all her chances? 471 00:25:39,160 --> 00:25:42,000 Fine. You're right. 472 00:25:44,639 --> 00:25:45,639 Happy? 473 00:25:54,120 --> 00:25:55,120 SIGHS 474 00:25:56,400 --> 00:25:58,360 I see you standing there with that drink in your hand. 475 00:25:58,400 --> 00:26:00,319 And it's everything I never wanna be. 476 00:26:00,360 --> 00:26:02,760 Well, maybe I didn't want to be it either. 477 00:26:02,800 --> 00:26:05,199 Maybe if life had gone the way I wanted, 478 00:26:05,239 --> 00:26:07,519 I wouldn't have lost two sons. 479 00:26:07,559 --> 00:26:09,400 Maybe I wouldn't have gotten married. 480 00:26:09,440 --> 00:26:11,000 Maybe I wouldn't have bought this house. 481 00:26:11,040 --> 00:26:13,440 And maybe I would've travelled the fucking world. 482 00:26:14,639 --> 00:26:17,480 And maybe I wouldn't have had any bloody kids at all. 483 00:26:17,519 --> 00:26:18,800 Bit harsh. 484 00:26:19,599 --> 00:26:22,519 The only person who ever accepted me is... is gone. 485 00:26:22,559 --> 00:26:25,319 The only person who ever accepted me is gone too. 486 00:26:25,360 --> 00:26:28,400 The only person who was ever there for me is gone. 487 00:26:30,160 --> 00:26:31,599 So... 488 00:26:31,639 --> 00:26:33,680 we're all on our own, 489 00:26:33,720 --> 00:26:35,519 and we all have to live with it. 490 00:26:37,440 --> 00:26:38,800 That's just the way it is. 491 00:26:40,120 --> 00:26:41,800 So, grow up. 492 00:26:47,599 --> 00:26:49,639 Eh, I'm so sorry to interrupt. 493 00:26:49,680 --> 00:26:51,319 This is all... 494 00:26:51,360 --> 00:26:54,120 very intense. 495 00:26:54,160 --> 00:26:56,720 But the undertakers are here. 496 00:26:56,760 --> 00:26:59,839 Let's give the family some privacy. 497 00:26:59,879 --> 00:27:01,480 Is that wise? 498 00:27:01,519 --> 00:27:03,120 They might kill each other. 499 00:27:05,519 --> 00:27:07,000 MOURNFUL MUSIC 500 00:27:36,879 --> 00:27:38,440 STIFLING SOBS 501 00:27:44,400 --> 00:27:45,760 No, no. 502 00:27:47,080 --> 00:27:48,559 Please don't take him, I'm... 503 00:27:50,959 --> 00:27:53,199 Shiv. I'm not ready. 504 00:27:53,239 --> 00:27:54,720 I'm not ready. 505 00:27:54,760 --> 00:27:57,040 Shiv. I can't do this. 506 00:27:57,080 --> 00:27:59,080 I can't. Shiv. 507 00:27:59,120 --> 00:28:01,720 I'm not ready, I'm not ready to say goodbye. 508 00:28:01,760 --> 00:28:02,919 WAILING 509 00:28:11,120 --> 00:28:12,199 Shiv. 510 00:28:14,120 --> 00:28:15,160 Shiv... 511 00:28:15,199 --> 00:28:17,480 No, no. Let go. 512 00:28:17,519 --> 00:28:19,199 SHIV WAILING You can let go. 513 00:28:20,199 --> 00:28:21,360 I got you. 514 00:28:29,120 --> 00:28:32,120 I'm sorry you got left with the shit parent. 515 00:28:32,160 --> 00:28:33,400 ANT: Mum... 516 00:28:33,440 --> 00:28:35,080 Oh, let's not kid ourselves. 517 00:28:35,120 --> 00:28:36,199 You did. 518 00:28:41,559 --> 00:28:44,559 But I'm here, and I'm your mother. 519 00:28:46,120 --> 00:28:47,120 SNIFFS LOUDLY 520 00:28:48,279 --> 00:28:49,680 And you're not on your own. 521 00:28:56,239 --> 00:28:58,879 We have to be Tom for each other now. 522 00:29:00,919 --> 00:29:02,120 SHIV SNIFFS 523 00:29:03,199 --> 00:29:04,879 So... SOMBRE MUSIC 524 00:29:06,040 --> 00:29:07,680 we have to let him go. 525 00:29:13,239 --> 00:29:17,720 ? In the night we sang to storms ? 526 00:29:21,199 --> 00:29:25,120 ? Before the peace that breaks the dawn ? 527 00:29:28,919 --> 00:29:33,400 ? How did we doubt the evening sun? ? 528 00:29:36,959 --> 00:29:40,120 ? We didn't know e were ready ? 529 00:29:43,480 --> 00:29:45,319 SOBBING 530 00:29:45,360 --> 00:29:49,440 ? With the answers at our feet ? 531 00:29:49,480 --> 00:29:53,440 ? With the answers at our feet ? 532 00:29:53,480 --> 00:29:57,680 ? Will we break the grounds beneath? ? 533 00:29:57,720 --> 00:30:00,919 ? Will we break the grounds beneath? ? 534 00:30:00,959 --> 00:30:04,919 ? What if the dreams were ours to keep? ? 535 00:30:04,959 --> 00:30:09,199 ? What if the dreams were ours to keep? ? 536 00:30:09,239 --> 00:30:13,000 ? What if the silence said it? ? 537 00:30:13,040 --> 00:30:16,080 ? What if the silence said it? ? 538 00:30:17,080 --> 00:30:20,160 ? We didn't know we were ready ? 539 00:30:21,080 --> 00:30:23,720 ? We didn't know we were ready ? 540 00:30:24,919 --> 00:30:27,519 ? What if the silence said it? ? 541 00:30:27,559 --> 00:30:29,120 ? What if the silence said it? ? 542 00:30:29,160 --> 00:30:31,720 ? What if the silence said it? ? 543 00:30:32,919 --> 00:30:36,319 ? We didn't know we were ready ? 544 00:30:42,959 --> 00:30:44,680 I'm sorry. 545 00:30:44,720 --> 00:30:46,319 We're going to take back the house now, 546 00:30:46,360 --> 00:30:47,760 if that's okay. 547 00:30:47,800 --> 00:30:50,919 My husband absolutely is dying to use the loo. 548 00:30:50,959 --> 00:30:52,120 Irritable bowel. 549 00:30:56,480 --> 00:30:58,440 Thank you for letting us have this. 550 00:30:59,639 --> 00:31:01,360 It means a lot. 551 00:31:01,400 --> 00:31:02,480 You're welcome. 552 00:31:02,519 --> 00:31:05,319 Eh, they will be needing their keys back. 553 00:31:05,360 --> 00:31:07,040 Oh. KEYS JANGLE 554 00:31:07,080 --> 00:31:08,680 Everyone's keys. 555 00:31:08,720 --> 00:31:09,720 Yeah. 556 00:31:21,519 --> 00:31:25,120 We will be changing the locks, but.. . just in case. 557 00:31:33,000 --> 00:31:34,000 BABY FUSSES 558 00:31:37,040 --> 00:31:38,599 I'll see you tomorrow. Yeah. 559 00:31:44,639 --> 00:31:45,720 DOOR LOCKS 560 00:31:47,959 --> 00:31:49,440 BABY FUSSING 561 00:31:51,680 --> 00:31:54,000 Doesn't even feel like our house any more anyway. 562 00:31:55,360 --> 00:31:56,440 No. 563 00:32:05,680 --> 00:32:06,680 What's that? 564 00:32:07,800 --> 00:32:08,800 Oh. 565 00:32:14,639 --> 00:32:15,959 It's addressed to us. 566 00:32:18,279 --> 00:32:19,959 It's... 567 00:32:20,000 --> 00:32:21,800 it's from Australia. 568 00:32:21,839 --> 00:32:22,919 What? 569 00:32:22,959 --> 00:32:24,839 Vine Creek. 570 00:32:24,879 --> 00:32:26,720 Wasn't that the name of Daryl's vineyard? 571 00:32:26,760 --> 00:32:28,559 Oh, my God, you forgot to tell her. 572 00:32:28,599 --> 00:32:31,440 You made that big fucking speech and you never told her. 573 00:32:31,480 --> 00:32:33,120 Told me what? 574 00:32:33,160 --> 00:32:34,440 Is it about Daryl? 575 00:32:35,559 --> 00:32:38,279 The... the DNA test results came back. 576 00:32:40,360 --> 00:32:41,599 Daryl is your son. 577 00:32:41,639 --> 00:32:42,879 GASPS 578 00:32:42,919 --> 00:32:44,400 Oh, my God. 579 00:32:46,120 --> 00:32:47,760 So, everything he said was true? 580 00:32:47,800 --> 00:32:49,480 No, not at all, the... 581 00:32:49,519 --> 00:32:51,639 Although that does seem to be his vineyard, which is... 582 00:32:51,680 --> 00:32:54,440 Cool. I always knew he was a fucking legend. 583 00:32:54,480 --> 00:32:56,639 Well, where is he now? 584 00:32:56,680 --> 00:32:57,879 We don't know. 585 00:32:57,919 --> 00:32:59,440 Well, can we phone him? 586 00:32:59,480 --> 00:33:01,519 He's blocked us. 587 00:33:01,559 --> 00:33:02,680 Blocked us? 588 00:33:02,720 --> 00:33:04,519 He's probably back in Australia. 589 00:33:04,559 --> 00:33:06,239 Well, then we have to go to Australia. 590 00:33:06,279 --> 00:33:08,559 UPLIFTING MUSIC We have a funeral. 591 00:33:08,599 --> 00:33:10,279 Why would he block us? 592 00:33:10,319 --> 00:33:11,800 Because he hates us. 593 00:33:11,839 --> 00:33:13,040 He doesn't hate us. 594 00:33:13,080 --> 00:33:14,919 We're his family. 595 00:33:14,959 --> 00:33:17,839 He just hasn't learnt to love us yet. 596 00:33:17,879 --> 00:33:19,879 "Daughter" by Loudon Wainwright III 597 00:33:19,929 --> 00:33:24,479 Repair and Synchronization by Easy Subtitles Synchronizer 1.0.0.0